December 22, 2025

So lonely inside myself

So much wants to get out of me

But doesn’t know how

yet.

Why is there always this emptiness

Sitting in the background

Saying you are all alone

Worthless, nothing, a pebble amongst boulders

Nothing works

Nobody can feed enough to this

yet.

There has to be something more

More than this feeling

More than me

But that just makes me small again

A human amongst gods

I can’t ever be more

For I’m am not created wrong

He would not makes you that way

You are the problem

Still.

No matter what is said

Actions speak so loud

To do what you are told to receive help

Is not love

I am unlovable by me

a dried Stick amongst trees

A word amongst books

An ant amongst cattle

Still.