6/27/2024

Ready to be done.

in so many ways

Contemplating the meaning

Of all things in the mind

Lost in the pit

Of swirling hopelessness

Ready for the end

Of all conscienceness

Waiting for the moment

Of absolute peace

Missing the clutter

Of the jumbled sentience

I am not good enough

I am not smart enough

I am not of sound mind

I will never be enough

I will never be normal

I will never be at peace

I have no direction

I have no commitment

I have no way to go

Lost and gone

Hope

The black abyss

Is calling

Trying is too hard

I want to give up

I made a promise.